Tears for queers

Today was an angry day for the most part. I felt distracted by my thoughts even when i wasnt thinking about anything at all (that makes sence to me). After a long day of working through typical Calgary wheather and being upset, I was finally able to go home. Home sweet home. Which soon turned out to be only a 5 minuite visit before I met up with PJ to discuss my new job in the fall.
I feel comfortable with Jeremy, but i get the feeling he doesent feel that way around me. He's a fun guy and i would love to work with him, but i dont know if im cut out for the position. I always have these battles with myself where i feel like there is someone more deserving of my oppertunities. I dont know if I lack confidence, or if i really should leave the position for someone better fitted. The chat was a good one in any case. Ive got some thinking to do about this job.
After the get together i looked at my watch and it was only 6:45, i still had time to go see my Mom's soccer game. She was so happy to see me sitting up in the stands. The game was fun to watch and i was overly proud of her. I love her so much, what an amazing woman.
On a symilar note, Dad leaves saturday for Africa. Im jealous but also happy for him. and proud of course. Were going for beers thursday night just to catch up. Im looking forward to it.
Last but not least, i hit the gym after the soccer game. Ran into a cute girl, had a good 3 k run and hit the bench after some serious sit ups. Feeling good and healthy.
Going out on the deck now to read.
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Listened to Radiohead non stop today (which is odd because i was angry all day and Radiohead gives me nothing but joy....and maybe a couple tears)