Im tired of being comfortable. it's a wierd thing to say. Especially since people live ther lives searching for something that fits them, something that makes them comfortable. That might be the right car, the right fitting church or clothes, or the right friends/girlfriend.
But i think ive been comfortable for so long that i dont know how to challenge myself. And what can you really learn in life without challenges?
I feel like i want something different. Something that scares me but will give me a new perspective on life.
There is so much i love in this life, that i am so thankfull for. But I take it for granted day after day and that never seems to change.
Music, Music, Music. Thats another thing on my mind lately. I crave it, and i need it. This new job is starting to ruin it for me. Im loosing my creative abilities it seems like. Thats my worst nightmare!
Why cant i trust in the gifts God has given me and go with it?
I dont know.
Im too buisy to think about it anyways, and maybe thats a good thing
-D
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