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Its Been a while ol' blogger, you have been missed.
July was my last posting and a lot has happened since then. Therefore I've got a lot to say, But i'll save that for another day.
The summer went well, for the most part.
Despite working 4 jobs...thats right, 4, I did still manage to enjoy my time off.
Jen and I were able to explore the city a bit and make the most of our time together. We went biking, walking, eating out and stayin up late.
I spent more time with Corey and Amanda than most of my friends too, which was really nice.
Now im well into my first semester at UBC, enjoying it mostly,but constantly sceptical about everything, and i mean EVRYTHING. Whether this is the field of work for me, whether I can make it in school, whether Vancouver is a good place to be living, whether my relationship with Jen will maintain through the next couple years apart, whether I am smart..... the list goes on.
Im really trying to gain some confidence, but it's a slow process and I need some help from the big guy upstairs. Ive been surrounded by people who have loved and adorded me for so long that i dont know what it's like to be away from that. It's really made me realise how much I define myself by how others see me. Ive never taken a critical look at myself like I am now.
Im scared.
But excited too.
-D