Lately life has been a series of up's and down's. I cant stay level.
I always seem to be looking forward to a better future when i will eventually have things figured out. But that future inevitably becomes more confusing than I initially was. The older I am, the more perceptive and open minded I like to think I become.
But I also feel like I end up loosing faith in myself and in the world around me. It's a dissapointing feeling, and a depressing thought to say the least.
Most of these 'Flog's' tend to become over emotional and maybe a little over the top. And that may be due to the fact that I am often over emotional, and over the top with the way I think. But I really feel like im at a pivotal point in my life, like im breaking through something, into a better me.
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