Spending some time with Behn was much needed, and perhaps a chance for me to hear God speak to me a little bit.
It's really become apparent that my recent faith 'identity crisis' is due to the fact that I dont really know what I believe and why.
I really need to look at some of my core beliefs and understand why I believe them, or if I believe them at all.
Behn has proved once again to challenge me in my faith, but also help me realise in himself what I dont want in myself.
Blind faith is so easy to fall into.
It's time to analyze myself and what motivates me in my 'faith journey'.
One thing is for sure, I cant just live a life based on an intellecual knowledge and theory of God, but i also can't live life based on a spiritual and emotional experience of God. I need the two of them together.